THE WORLD CRIES WITH ME...

i had my first love when i was grade school and i never thought i'd love him like hell... so just a few weeks ago someone told me that he's courting one of my high school friend, so i thought it was just nothing... yes it hurts, because i don't know if i still love him or it's just that i still have a hangover. it has been years and i haven't seen him in a while but through facebook i still get a chance to stalk him... so yes it's positive she's with an ex-friend of mine... it hurts but i can't do anything about it... HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE AND MY FIRST HEARTACHE... indeed, but i'm still hoping that one day <and that one day he'll still be my love> i'll end up with him... i'm not desperate to have him, but i still have that same feeling i felt 5 years ago...