It's exactly 1 month until my debut and i still have no idea on how am i gonna celebrate it... but yeah, one thing for sure i want it to be simple and quiet :) Honestly, turning 18 is the scariest thing that could happen for me well aside from the fact that i could be put into jail, but the thing of being called young... Now that i'm soon to be 18 it's kinda frustrating... it's not that i don't want to be old... but just the fact of being young... you've got nothing to worry about, doesn't blame life for fucking us, everything is decided for us... what else should i say?! Being young doesn't require us to be plastics, fake and bitch, the only requirement is just "BE YOU"
18 WISH LIST... ♥
- 18 Pink Roses - I don't really care who gave it... Where it came from... I just want an 18 pink roses because for 17 years and 11 months that i have lived in this world no one has never ever gave me pink roses.
- 18 Chocolates - Chocolates are the best comfort food... I just want 18 different brands of chocolates, it doesn't have to be expensive... local chocolates will do :)
- Pink Cake
- Flat Shoes - Flat Shoes from anywhere but from a designer would be great! :) I love shoes because i believe that good shoes takes you to good places... this will be my next collection.
- Designer Bag - Every girl's dream is to have a designer bag... For me a bag she uses depicts her personality... It can be the cheapest designer bag :)
- Heels - Shoes are now my favorite obsession... Pumps, Wedge, anything that is classy and fabulous!
- Dress - After i had an accident, i cursed not to wear dress anymore 'coz my scar looks disgusting... but yeah... i've gained my confidence back... and it would be nice if i start wearing short clothes again.
- Trip to Paris - This thing should be included in my bucket list but i hope there's a good heart there that would give me one... Paris is i guess the most beautiful city around... putting aside the designer's street... this is where i wanna fall in love.
- Cellphone - New phone would be nice... iphone or blackberry would be better... ♥ though i'm saving up for new phone, it would be nicer if someone would buy it for me and i shall spend my money with other necessary things.
- iTouch - i just feel i want this... :)
- 1 Liter of Yakult - i have no idea if this thing exists but yeah! i'm dying to have one!
- Necklace - I just wanna know the feeling of receiving a necklace because no one has never ever gave me such.
- A Bottle of Patron Tequila
- Pink Life sized Teddy Bear
- Complete Outfit :)
For my next wishes... this isn't more of the material stuff...
16. KNOWLEDGE... so i could prove to my parents that i can do it... to be included in the Dean's List
17. UNDERSTANDING... <self-explanatory>
18. FREEDOM... i want the freedom like other kids in school have... :"(
Above all these things... i'm just hoping for the best, shall strive harder and be more faithful... :)
